Jim givin me the middle finger right now. Literally!!
I can see him in my peripheral vision.
i’ve been face down on my phone all day plus like every free minute I’ve had for weeeeeeeks working on this proposal so I take a break and we are sittin here watchin a movie. The Croods. Ok so bonding time I suppose.
Easy mindless fun entertainment —
until I got a link sent to me and its
Angus on the runway in Chicago!!!
Do I click play???
Or do I continue to bond with Jim?
I CHOOSE BOTH
Certainly I can watch angus undetected while I sit here n watch movie
Well he’s givin me the finger isn’t he? RIGHT! So what’s that tell ya? Yes! Because no. I canNOT not watch Angus while watching a movie.
Anyway so I’m gonna go head and write about THAT VIDEO
First of all. It was Angus on the catwalk on his way to the riser so it was obviously the beginning of his routine ltbr solo
But this was far from routine
Cuz you can obviously tell just by looking at him that he knows he’s gonna be with me at my concert very soon. Perhaps he even thinks maybe I’m at this show?
Huh? HuH ? Haha maybe mayBE!!
You can tell how frickin flippin excited he IS. Just by looking at him!
He’s got light blue shorts on and he’s dancing. Doin all these moves up there. I’m tryin to be smooth ya know, I am sittin up strait, got my feet crossed and both hands closed and I’m lookin RIGHT AT the tv. The movie. And first its the feet. You know the feet are wigglin together. And then I am realizing what I’m doing because my laced hands now have the fingers tappin
Ok fran knock it off before jim notices!
Uh oh. My eyes. I can’t stop looking at my phone as its resting on the arm of my chair. I try not to look at it. But my eyes. Just keep going there then my shit grin starts. That grin you get on your face and it appears for what on the outside looks like a grin for no reason but in reality its an angus-watchin-in-secret shit grin.
Because he’s just so damn amazing!!! Just watching him play!!!
And then in my background brain I hear his voice talking in that video I watched the other day. His thank you video he made at end of the tour and I hear his voice saying “It’s all I know. It’s my whole life” at same time I’m watching him !!!!!!
Hearts in my eyes.
And then I reminisce how excited I was to see the show back then and I’m looking at him and I realize that little bastard looks happy as shit and it apparently looks as if he’s also counting the days down till FRAN
Well the video ended and of course because like all things acdc you gotta hit the damn repeat button cuz once ain’t never enough.
Second viewing is where now I notice the arms thrusting up and these out stretched hands and I know these people are witnessing greatness right before their eyes and how truly loved he is!!!! Everyone!!! How can there be even one person there that night not entranced by this amazing man? I got all weird like and goosebumps broke out on my arms
Kinda puts me right back at where I left off on my proposal and the greatness of Angus that will last for decades.
Ok well I better stop daydreaming about acdc and go finish my paper.
I HAD AN INFKNGTENSE episode with She’s Got Balls today!!!! Holy shit!!!!
I left for work today and when I started the truck up Little Lover queued up. ——ahhhhhh—-how wonderful n nice was that?? Yeah??? That’s what I thought until I turned onto Summit and all of a sudden
She’s Got Balls fired up!!!
Yikes!!! It got me!!! Got me good!!!!
Ahhhh that guitar. Geez Mal. Ooohhhh he just
They just. It just
It just got me.
It was quiet. Empty road. The window cracked a little bit so a nice breeze coming in. Malcolm was giving me all of his glorious rhythmic wonder. It was hypnotic and relaxing and invigorating and sexy and calming and motivating and arousing all at the same time! It was incredible!!!
The acoustics ❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️❤️️
Plus no distractions from traffic. Just pure uninterrupted splendor.
Malcolm and Mark
I got both knees goin–one for each.
Then Phil attaches himself to me up top.
And he’s just layin it out
Hannnds n kneees
All across the floor
No one has to tell her what a feller is forrrrr!!!!
Then all of em!!! All of their voices pipe in together and mix with that beautiful incredible sound and
My ladys got
She’s got ballllllls
Lemme tell ya
She’s got balllllls
But mossst important of allllll
She’s got balllllls
Ahhhh oh man!!!! It was SO INCREDIBLE!!!!!!
Super weird tho cuz i posted this song the other day on my fb feed cuz i just happened to think of the song as we were sitting there watching tv.
Ok so. I am finishing the outline on this proposal and I am to the mission statement part. I avoided this section all this time because I have no idea what to put here.
(Funny tho I keep singing Emission Control in my head).
So i been thinkin’,What exactly IS my mission? Do I even have one?
Then I remembered the link I read yesterday, the one that said “who cares what people think, write what you love.” And then this morning’s text from Colleen when she wrote, “I raise my devil horns to you for opening my heart again to ACDC–the REAL rock n roll. It cures the soul”
And now of course with Chuck Berry and his “Long live rock n roll.
So that’s the trifecta right there!
Who cares what people think
Do what you love
—-to imagine Angus reading my diary!!!! I mean. Seriously. It feels WEIRD!! I try and imagine his FACE as hes reading my words. Did he laugh? Grimmace? Spit his tea out of his mouth from laughter? What did he wonder? Did he read it while in the shitter? Where does he keep it? Beside his bed? On his coffee table? Did he toss it into the trash? Ahhh hell i have no damn clue. All i know is it feels strange knowing he KNOWS me!